Although I usually find that being shallow is a good image to project, I shall discard that for the moment to allow me to write this article.

The New Year, supposedly a time for new beginnings and resolutions. More commonly an excuse for more time off work and an attempt to clock up hours of time in which you were (probably) conscious but have no real recollection of any events - despite people coming up to you and relating stories of your amusing antics. Truly it is a beautiful time...

Of course it's also a time for introspection and looking back at what has gone before. Which is what I'm going to do. I'm sure that it seems that you've been in the world of BE for quite a while. However just how long have you been in our shady online world of depravity? A year, maybe two? Perhaps you are even one of the few people that can recall the origins of our present community, Usenet...

If you think about this (if you are thinking about it- well done!) perhaps contemplate the journey which you took to discover others similar to yourself. There are a few that had a friend introduce them but I'm certain it wasn't that easy. The further back you go the harder it was. Now if you type "breast expansion" or something similar the chances are that in the second page - the first being filled with products claiming to increase your bust size or your money back! - there will be one of the familiar pages that lead to the secret hideout of our community.

Recently - in one of my meditations - I had something of an epiphany. Once I likened the search for BE by someone who was isolated from others that shared their passion to a journey and the end of that journey was finding us. Of course having been around for quite a while I now realise that in truth finding us is only the beginning.

BE (for me at least) isn't just something I do occasionally for a bit of a laugh. It's part of who I am. Whether this is part of my fanaticism for BE or simply part of my mental instability is for the jury to decide. By a better understanding of what facilitated your fascination with BE - not simply the instigating factors - you can understand yourself better.

Discovering that others have likes such as yourself was only the first step. Be proud that you are reading this article (even if it isn't all that good) you are one step closer to fulfilment. Of course the next step is either easy or hard.

The true path is different for everyone another may show you the path but only you can walk it. I doubt many people have made the full journey, that would mean totally realising your potential within the community. Realising what you are to yourself, not trying to hide your obsession from friends or loved ones and sharing what talents you have as freely as you can.

You can lie to anyone, it's not all that difficult. You can even lie to yourself, I'm sure most people have done it at some time. Of course in the end all that does is blind you to the truth, so if you lie to yourself and say BE is unimportant to you, who is there to save you from that lie?

What do we all crave in life? Wealth? Fame? Power? I would say stability - habit, tradition and mannerisms are all spawned as a reaction to our dislike of change. So it is easy to see why we often form addictions and take comfort in an unchanging way of life. However try and walk the path and see if it's a change.

I have many strange beliefs. The belief that women's breasts growing rapidly to abnormally large sizes is good is probably one of the less bizarre ones - I won't bore you with any of them unless you want to hear them, they aren't twisted, simply abstract. As a community we try to walk the path. As individuals we lose focus. When we act collectively we are the true path.

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