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SERENITY PERSONIFIED 
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St Stephan: I'm glad you wanted me to interview you, Serenity, but I must tell you I do it with some trepidation. The reason is - I think it's best to be frank - there are some general doubts about you and your site. You may remember a recent thread in the BEA complaining about the small, fuzzy, often headless pics on the site, and generally questioning your authenticity. I don't see any concrete reason to doubt you, but let's see if we can establish a few things. 
You are a very pretty girl with huge tits, and although you're a heavy woman, that's the price of being all natural, which is of course a huge plus. But I'd like to see a little more of you. I can appreciate that you don't want to show your face, but you must understand that that's a big minus for people who want to see the whole woman. Why don't you show your face? Of course there's an obvious answer to that, but I'd like to hear it from you. 

Serenity: Maybe I’d better give you a quick overview as to how this whole thing started. I figured from that, you would be able to understand any controversy about whether I am real or not. 
Basically, I was surfing, discovered Yahoo clubs, one in particular, Big 4inch Nipple World. I was absolutely fascinated and decided as a lark to upload a photo. Everything went from that point. I got such an incredible response that I decided to start my own Yahoo club. I had about 6000 members in roughly 2 months. 
 


 

 

For my own privacy and because I am somewhat shy, I had my good friend and photographer shoot only my breasts. Basically, my family would never understand this creative side of me and I wasn't comfortable with my body. (I had recently lost 75 pounds). I think the controversy started when people would ask to see my face and wanted larger images. 

St Stephan: I suppose you are now more comfortable with your body, after the favorable reaction you’ve had from so many people. Many men (and women too, no doubt) are nuts about your type, and although I don’t share their unbridled enthusiasm, I do find you very nice to look at. I too would like to see your face, especially since, from what I can see in pictures like this you're a really pretty girl - inter alia, that devastating combination of blue eyes and red hair (I hope the hair is natural: it seems to be the same in every picture). 

Serenity: I am a genuine redhead. I have my hair done before each photo shoot and we shoot about 12 different scenarios each time. I guess that's why my hair looks the same. If you did see all the photos on the website you would notice that I do have bad hair days.

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I also have one set of shots of me in the tub (I've attached one), in which my hair is wet and tied in a ponytail. It looks almost black in the photos.
The fact is by this time I had decided to start a website and felt that if people wanted larger images, they could find them on my paysite. On my site, I show my entire body except that I blur the bottom half of my face. I still value my privacy. It is as simple as that.

St Stephan: Right, I understand that - although I do wonder if your family and friends wouldn’t recognize you from pictures like this, where your highly unusual figure is combined with fairly distinguishable facial features. 
 


 

Serenity: I suppose if my family would come across my site they would be able to tell it's me, but for right now, my privacy is the utmost importance to me. I still do work outside of this field, so I need some sort of anonymity. 
 

St Stephan: I’ve never joined your site, but among the pictures I’ve seen there are no clear body shots - well-lit shots showing your full body, e.g. standing, lying down, front or rear view. an you send me a couple? I mean, it’s obvious that you’re no sylph, so why not show that body, which your fans find so appealing? And of course a lot of viewers would like to see you in the altogether.
 
 

Serenity: I definitely am more comfortable with my body, but not comfortable enough to show it completely naked. I am not where I want to be weight wise yet, and once I do reach my new set of goals, I'll reevaluate how I want to show myself. For right now, however I will not be showing my face or my body completely nude. 

St Stephan: Another obvious question: are your breasts totally natural, or enhanced in any way? There's been quite a debate going on at the BEA as to whether your breasts are real or enhanced, though the few that are arguing enhanced are not making much headway. (For myself, I have no doubt that they're real, as you say: the shape is natural and your general large size lends credibility. I just have long experience as advocatus diaboli.) You might also be willing to provide some statistics of interest: your height and weight, their size and weight (I really must ask you to weigh them honestly, everyone will want to know that). 

Serenity: My breasts are 100% natural. I started developing when I was about 12 or 13 and have been growing ever since. I am 5' 9" and a true lady never reveals her weight. 
My measurements are 48" around the chest and 56" around the entire back and breast area. I have been told by an online bra-maker that that equals a 48K cup. Initially my original bra maker measured me as a 54F, thus the name Serenity54F. It seems that the various companies have their own measurement scales. 
I have weighed each breast and the right one weighs 8.5 pounds and the left one is around 8.25. It was pretty tough getting an accurate reading as you can well imagine!

St Stephan: Indeed I can, though it’s a feat I’ve never attempted myself. There still remains the vital question: how can we know that you (the person I’m communicating with right now) are really Serenity (the voluptuous woman I see in the pictures)?
 

Serenity: I tell you, I am so tired of this constant back and forth about whether I am a real person or whether my breasts are real or fake. I wish people would give me a break. But I guess I should be happy they are so interested. If it would help establish my validity, I am willing to call you and have a chat over the phone. I have also attached a larger size image that shows my entire body, minus the lower half of my face. I hope this gives you more of an idea about who I am. 
 

St Stephan: Thanks for the pic (actually, I already had it from your Yahoo site) but that still doesn’t answer my question. Serenity, I hope I haven’t come across as hostile to you. I’m not. I’m just being cautious. People can claim to be anything they want on the Internet, and can show pictures they claim are of them. I’m convinced the pictures of you are real, as are the breasts portrayed in them, but I’m not 100% sure it’s you, Serenity, and not, say, some former boyfriend who has a stock of pics and is putting them up. See my problem? 
I have no objection to a phone chat with you, but - unless we had videophones or vidcams - it wouldn’t prove anything except that there was some woman on the other end of the line. But I have thought of a simple way you can show that you are the person in the photos: have a photo taken of you posing according to my specifications. I’m not asking for an entire custom photoshoot, just one or two pics. What do you think? (You can always decline when I give you the specifications - although they’ll be fairly vague, and nothing hardcore or kinky. If you can’t see your way to this, never mind, we’ll just go ahead with the interview.) 

Serenity: You haven't come across as hostile. I am happy to take this opportunity to prove to everyone that I am real. I understand why though. On Yahoo there are a few guys assuming female characters and stealing images of the web to run their sites. It really ticks me off. 
I am willing to shoot a couple of pics to your specifications. However, I do have some ground rules. No face and no full nudity. Let me know what you want me to do. 

St Stephan: OK, I’ll give you two scenarios, take your pick: 
Number 1 is a Lara Croft type series, wearing ultra-short shorts, holsters with leg straps, but no top, carrying a gun in each hand. Three pics (or more) of you aiming at the camera, looking ready to do business: one front shot, one side and one rear (or three-quarters rear), but in each case you’re looking (and aiming) at the camera . If the dark glasses are not enough concealment, you can wear some kind of mask. A possible costume variant would be a Western outlaw motif with a bandanna mask, otherwise the same poses (and please, really short shorts, or a bikini bottom will do, but no top, remember?) If you wear a cowboy hat for this one, please don’t conceal too much of your lovely hair.

Possibility 2 is a harem costume, very low cut below the navel, with the typical sheer belly dancer’s skirt or baggy harem pants (sheer enough so that we can see your legs): again, no top, please - or if you do a series, you can start with the top but take it off. You could assume various dancing positions with arms raised, once again at least one frontal, one side and one rear or half-rear shot. 

OK? I think these are reasonable, and meet your requirements. Let me know if (and when) you can manage them. 

....[later] 

Serenity: Okay, the shoot is complete. I came as close as I could to what you wanted. I hope they work for you. The shorts are the shortest I own. I also recently changed my hairstyle, just to look different.
 


 

St Stephan: Thanks, Serenity. That should put to rest any doubts about your existence as the woman in the photos. (I've left my specifications as I wrote them, so the readers can see you answered as a response to them: the three pics are below.) Now, what about your professional career? Do you appear anywhere as an entertainer, or confine the business side of your life to pictures and videos? Do you have a more commonplace everyday job? 

Serenity: I have a separate career as a graphic designer (and now a web designer, I designed the site). I have been in the publishing/print magazine industry for about 10 years. My paysite, Yahoo and eGroups clubs are the only places that I can be seen. I have also just completed my first video ever - as participants in the BEA Forum are aware. 

St Stephan: Is your site doing good business? 

Serenity: My site is doing so well that my host had to transfer me to my own server because of all the traffic. I am at close to 600 members in the couple of months I have been up and running. 

St Stephan: Hey, 600 members at 20 bucks each makes...$12,000 a month, with minimal outlay! Or am I calculating something wrong? 
 

Serenity: The site's revenue varies. I now have (as this interview has progressed) many more members. I also have a contest to meet me if you join eMelons for 6 months and I have a bunch of members who have done so. The $12,000 a month is not quite accurate and I would rather not give out specifics on the financials of the site. 

St Stephan: Again your reticence is understandable. Still, your monthly expenses couldn't be more that a couple of thousand, so it's easy to calculate that with upwards of 600 members, you’re surely making more than ten grand a month! I’m in the wrong sideline (I sell soiled underwear purloined from the neighboring nunnery’s laundry, but I never net more than $400 a month: maybe I should try e-bay.) OK, Serenity, it's been an informative chat. Just a couple more incidental questions occur to me: first, how did you pick your professional name (surely it's not your real name)? Are you endowed with a particularly calm, serene personality? Are you perhaps into Asian philosophies and cultures?

Serenity: Believe it or not Serenity is my given name. My mum is still somewhat of a hippie into natural foods, meditation and all that. Actually she was quite famous in London in her time. She did a bit of modeling and used to hang out with some well known musicians. Anyway, it is a good name for me, because I think I am serene most of the time. I definitely enjoy my quiet and my space.
 

St Stephan: Pax tecum et cum... hey, wait a minute: your mother was "quite famous in London"? Are you English?

Serenity: I am English, born in London. I came to the States when I was a lot younger. I still have a bit of an English accent. My mother is English and my father is Italian.
 

St Stephan:
By Jove! I wager that will come as a surprise to many. Non Angla sed angela, quid?

Just a last question: I remember you promising to put up some pics of the late (but great) Joey Carson on your site. Was she a friend of yours, or was there some other connection between you?
 

Serenity: My photographer and business partner was the husband of the late Joey. As I'm sure you know, she passed away about 2½ years ago. We are currently creating a tribute web site to her that will be affiliated with eMelons.
I did not know Joey personally, only through her photographs and the words of her husband. I know I would have liked her immensely. She was definitely my kind of woman. Strong, independent, beautiful and a lady. 

St Stephan: I only know her as beautiful, since I only know her through her pictures, but I'm glad to hear such good things about her. 
So, that was it: thank you very much for your time and trouble, Serenity, and good luck with your site.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 






 
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